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Midnight kissesIt's late, and it's cold, oh what I wouldn't give to have you to hold.
Your arms wrapped around me like a safety net, you plant kisses on my neck.
Shivers run down my spine, when I'm with you I feel electrified.
A soft kiss on the lips, your hands resting on my hips.
The magic look in your eyes, a look that gives me butterflies.
You hold me close and tight, everything feels just right.
You lean down and whisper in my ear, "I really do love you dear"
And with those words I hug you tight, nothing could ruin my night.
When Broken Worlds Collide: A love story.Like a bird who wasn't given wings
I sit alone... waiting for a change
I watch as the world, passes me by
but my cruel days are always the same.
My beautiful face seems to
be the only thing that matters.
I am a seashell, pretty,
yet empty inside.
I watch others play with envy,
"Why couldn't that be me?"
But none of them are to blame
I'd be the first to get rid of me...
I hate how my face is
always frozen, like a mask.
Your smile is so pretty, they say.
To me, it feels painted on.
I went down to the stream
Where I go to be alone
That is where I first saw her,
Hugging her knees, on her own.
Sitting at the river,
like calls like.
I never th
Your Suicide LetterAll the doctors and all the pills
Just can't cure how it feels
To be broken up so deep inside
That you swear you've already died.
Therapy is just a waste,
It puts your thoughts in a different place.
The promises that have all been said
Are just made up and in your head.
The crying is worthless, the hoping and dreaming.
Because nothing makes sense when your blood is screaming.
The sharp objects, they call to you,
"Make some cuts that are brand new."
The laughter means nothing on the outside,
Because it's from the times you've lied.
This story, however, is the truth; You're too tired to lie.
So tonight you guess this poem is your
We go to sleepI go to sleep to dream about you
I go to sleep to hide from the truth
I want to lock my pain out of my life
I lost myself between written lines
You go to sleep to forget about me
You go to sleep to hide from your fears
Inside of the cage you lost your own pulse
Inside of the dream you don't care about rules
We go to sleep to dream about us
We go to sleep to reach out for the stars
We go to sleep to never stop
We go to sleep just to wake up .
Insomnia and Body PartsThere were
Timeless moments spent between us,
In those instants and hours before dawn;
That time when we traversed
So far away from this
Wretched house and into
The most delicious darkness
That time before our tidal waves
Came crashing down on us again.
I would do anything to
Drown with you.
The softness of the flesh
Between your knuckles, the
Exquisite map of
On your palms;
They were like a lullaby
To my sleepy fingertips.
The breath of your mouth
To teach me to close my eyes
And fall asleep.
Your contented whispers and
Observations of the sky
Showed me then how to dream.
I had no id
In a BreakdownI break down,
into a pool of tears,
please come, take my hand,
help me face these fears,
I'm a dark, dark shadow,
broken in half,
walking through the meadows,
feel the freezing draft,
I look to the ground,
it looks back at me,
it seems that way,
it can definitely see,
as it looks through me,
a presence intrudes me,
all in all confuses me,
I twitch in the cold,
trying to shake it out,
I itch as I'm told,
I'm lost in a shout,
I fall down hard,
to the ice cold ground,
lost in the dark,
with no-one around,
In a breakdown,
with no help to stop me,
I'm so lost now,
the cost now is high,
In a breakdown,
with nothing to guide
For Valentine's...I don't want a sparkly diamond,
Or earrings made of pearl.
I don't want a romantic evening,
Because I'm really not that type of girl.
Though a box of chocolates would be nice,
Necessary they are not.
I just don't want my existence today,
To be forgot.
A simple card will suffice,
A simple doodle will do.
Or maybe a tiny poem,
As long as it's from you.
So when this Valentine's Day comes and goes,
I know I will be left empty handed.
Because though none of these things truly matter,
On a relationship status, I am stranded.
I have no one to give me diamonds,
So girls that do enjoy.
I have no card or sweet poem,
For that I have no boy.
You're All That MattersYou're the only one I allow myself to be honest with
Face to face
I fear the fall of my life
Will be dealt by your hands
I don't trust others so easily
It takes a while for me to speak a name
To call out to
Slid so easily off of my tongue
My fingers twist themselves into the knots my stomach created
Winding around my soul
Squeezing out my breath
Allowing me to gasp out in agony
Begging to be saved
By your hands alone
As you once were saved
I know your secrets
So easily hidden behind that smile
Just beneath your laugh
You've shared them with me
I've dealt firsthand in lifting you from your s
FauxedYou'll never know
What lies behind the screen and the smiley faces.
Of the dreams taking her off to dastardly places.
You cannot see
Her mouth open wide in a loud silent scream.
Behind lies "I'm fine", she cannot be redeemed.
You can read the black letters she will send,
Never hear her wish it was her end.
She will never let you see the tears that fall
When she wants to stop it all.
Don't hold your breath
And expect to feel her trembling fingers.
Encircled by death
From under her tears empty words linger.
You will not find
Any trace of sorrow or hint of depression.
She masks all her fears
Never Really AloneTake me on an adventure, I'm ready for the ride, though life may seem normal I can make it out to be more than what turns in the tides. I know not the future. I know not the past. But if there's one thing that I know for sure is that this love will last. No matter thick and thin, no matter how weak the bond, every single day I've thought of you and I've hung on. I've had visions, I've had dreams and I can feel it in my bones, the lonely nights I've been crying now I know that I was never really alone.
Goodbye, My LoveOne last kiss, one last embrace
All I really wanted was to say goodbye
Goodbye to the stars that watched the night we kissed
To the sun that filled our empty hearts
To the wind that blew me straight into your arms
And to the waves that calmed when it knew you were mine
Goodbye to the dreams you made come true
And to the dreams that were yet to come
To the dreams you dreamed when you slept
And to the dreams we dreamed together
Goodbye to the fears we shared
To the distance that made us grow fonder
To the minutes we cherished without ado
And to the world we fought hard against
Goodbye to the face I traced with my fingers
To the s
The Suffering.My fears wrap around my spine in tight coils,
reminding me of trials and tribulations once forgotten.
The many scars of my past have reopened into festering wounds,
but I am left to hope that the hardness of my heart will someday soften.
My solitude wraps around me like a blanket,
shielding me from the chill of those I no longer trust.
I would stay shrouded forever if it would ensure my safety,
but I know that such futile attempts would reduce me to mere dust.
My emotions are the tattered ties that bind my body,
keeping me immobilized as I struggle in quiet desperation.
I try to scream and cry for help in the deafening silence of
Away Where are you then?
You're made of stars and expect me to call you, expect me to fill you, expect me to touch you, but you're so far away. You're out of reach. You make yourself out of reach, you're not supposed to do so, you're not supposed to make me feel this far.
Where are you now?
I'm made of shattered tiny pieces glass, master-piece of feelings once broken by people that once left me drifting away, and here I am, touching the sea and the reflection of the moon, like I could touch you, like I could feel you, like I could be closer to you, in a simple touch; but the waves of sorrow have thrown you away from me, like the lifetime I'
38. trustIt is a matter of perception
And is also a matter of interpretation
Trust, a funny thing it truly is
But how do we live our lives around it?
Do you trust me because you know me
Or is that the reason for your distrust?
You have parts of me
That no one else will ever have
But you seem to be unaware
Or is it just not enough?
I trusted you because you never gave me a reason not to
But now that you have, how do I piece it back together?
I am lost in my mind
As the realizations set in
What I had not seen at first
Is slowly setting in
Is it worse to have suspicion though nothing done
Or betray promises made to seek your own truth?
I'm here for youI'm here for you. You know that.
Beyond the mountains and the seas, I'm here for you.
If you want to drown your sorrows, you can always find my caring shoulder at you disposal.
Tell me your fears and sorrows, I'm here to hear and to help you in what I can.
I'm not a warrior, I'm not a knight, not even a saint, and that's right.
I'm just a friend, a caring friend you can count on, and I'm here for you.
If you can't find me, look at the lavander sky or the bright stars and you will see.
Nor my face and not my words, but my undying will to see you sane and safe.
You can wake me up in the middle of the night, or interrupt something I'm do
unfinished 3call me a docter,
call me a medic,
slip me a pill,
itl help me forget it,
hide the things i mite have regretted,
by burning the book after i read it.
re-arranging my innermost thoughts,
things i stolen,
things i bought,
things i found,
things i saught,
things that got away
and things that i caught.
limbo in the undecided,
learn to forget or remain reminded,
hell at heavens gates.
unfinished 1you are the devil inside my own personal hell
who treads where i dont dare any more,
so i cast you aside in arrogant stride
rid me of your evil, mind spiraling shell
my heads my own to care for
untitled love poemI can close my eyes and your still there
we both lay silent neither of us dared
break a silence which kept us hypnotised
a trance we shared in eachothers eyes.
We lay there still, close and warm
comfortable in eachothers arms.
When words had said all they needed to say
we held eachother in sweet embrace
I cracked a joke you slapped my face
we both lay there laughing then silenly agin
we kissed eachother and there we remained
silently in silence coz none of us dared
break the moment that we shared.
Goodnight Enigmatic SongShe was the song you hear and, at first blush, don't like.
Well, you don't know how you feel about it so you keep listening in an attempt to discover how exactly you feel and then you reach the end of the song and you realize, you don't like it; you love it.
That was Grace.
She was my coworker and she was my friend.
We carpooled together, I drove and she slept most of the way.
"Don't get much sleep at night, do you?" I asked her, catching those drooping lids mid-descent.
She looked out the window streaked with rain; it spoke in percussive touches filling the car with quiet overcast conversation.
I felt the warmth of her smile in the corner of my eye. The blur of her hand reached at the window to feel the cold of the droplets.
"When I was a girl, I used to race these. I thought it was funny the fat ones always won," she giggled and I imagined her as a little girl in the passenger seat then, legs too short to reach so kicking, and hair messed in the bac
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